Emotional post....

I don`t like to be too friendly to others...
Because all this time, none of my friend stay with me more than 1 year...

I feel sad whenever the connection is lost.

Maybe because my personality make them confuse.


So,I don`t like to make new friends,I reject to make a lot of friends......


I am scare,when they leave me....I feel lonely and sad

After 6 month

I just realize it had been 6 month since my last post.

I know not much people read my blog but it is ok, I just write to express my feel.

So Today is 20/5/2014(let see when will be my next post?)

My birthday is on 25/5,5 more day to my birthday.

I like my birthday and dislike it at the same time.

I like it because the number is nice and cute(?),but i dislike it because my birthday always on a holiday.NO celebration during kinder garden and primary school.That kinda sad, but when I was young my parents always celebrate my birthday..

Any this year MR T plan to buy a cake for me, which suppose to be a surprise but he told me right after he book the cake.I am happy because we have being together for 2 year+ the previous two year there were no cake from him and other.

I won`t say "as long as he with me,cake does not matter" or "as long as he with me I don`t need any celebration".

I have to admit,I am realistic person but at the same time I wish some romantic moment too.

Just a little shout out

After a long long time..I  here to give some shout out again.

Recently I facing some problem which make me very upset.

Earlier of the year,some SENPAI told me "so shy,not suitable to cosplay oh!"Senpai!who are you to judges I am not suitable for cosplay?!?!Just because you are a senpai in cosplay?

just few days ago,during event of jcos someone approached me and say "hey you are the only ranka in this event"
SO?what are you trying say?Trying to say I cos Macross frontier because Tsukasa was cosplaying Sheryl too?

Whatever!!!

1st post during 2013?

Aha,I am back after long long time disappear from this blog.*clear spider web*

Today,at this moment,it is already 23/8/2013.

So,this year is a wonderful year for me.I went to collage make new friends,learning accounting,still doing cosplay.

This is my look during the earlier of the year...technically no different..haha


So now let start my 2013 journey until today:DD
for normal life.Cosplay will be write in separate post:D

So early of the year.This thing happen in my kitchen.

This happen during a sunday morning which I woke up really early to get ready to class(a sunday with class,sad enough!)

I was blur,and walking in to bathroom,but i felt somthing wrong with the kitchen floor,when I first saw this i thought it was a earthquake!
nope it is not earthquake,malaysia don`t have eartquake(at least my place no)
i guess this happen due to the hot weather of the period..

and after few month dad came here to fix this.

Next,24/1 I went for this with Mr darling.To be honest I go only for the twisted fries and pineapple pie and the drink,the burger I don`t like it..to much bbq sauce.
The next day,I found this in my bathroom!

friend said it is leech,whatever..my very brave mr T catch it with a plastic bag and throw it away.Sorry mr/mrs leech,but i don`t want u be kill by salt/honey by other housemate:(.

One night we went out for dinner:D for satay,not so special satay but i like it!

So that my normal life for January:)
Next is Febuary of the 2013!it not much of special thing,because one of the week is Chinese new year.As usual went back hometown at KB.Meet a lot of relatives,as expected,everyone don`t like me to take this CAT/FIA course,stating that it is waste of time..Whatever,I am the one who study and pay half of the fees NOT YOU!

Btw!before the Chinese new year,there is one special event in my room:D

a very cute and cute and fat bunny birthday/the day he came my house:D
I so glad MR T bought this for me,it size is just so nice for me to hug it whenever I feel sad and lonely:D bought a cheese cake a 2 cheese tart.and ofcourse me and Mr T ate it!



Two day after the bunny birthday~it was a gloomy sunday for me again.


A sunday with a 6 hour class,is really gloomy additional my friend absent during the day and it was a Theory class..I hate theory:(

Just few day before CNY,I bought this weird tomato juice from daiso in pavillion.

I bought 2,i finish one and another one my brother drank it.It taste like,you take a tomato/ketchup sauce,put in a shaker add in some plain water and shake...
Next is the CNY in KB..not much to write,no photo either..

Let stop here.sorry i can`t really write long long post.I just too lazy.
Will upload post as soon as possible.BTW this saturday will be first paper exam,wish me luck and sunday will have a event at sunway:D
Hope everything go well

Late report for CF !

ok! I am late to report about the previous event in malaysia-CF2012,my apologize.

Anyway,start here..

Due to all the working and personal issue,I did not cosplay much on this 2012.

So I only have two photoshoot which is Vocaloid-miki insanity,and the nico-nico point 5 the side character in pv.

But comic fiesta is a meaningful event for me in Malaysia,so no matter what happen , I will cosplay and attend this event!

So come to the day1, SOLO plan.

code geass,nunnally vi britannia ending pink colour dress ver

ehem~~

photo credit to photographer chia yee

 photo no 1

photo no 2

sorry if i fail this character,having insomnia day before event. too long did not attend event with cosplay I guess.

I changed back very soon around 6pm.Not enough sleep and suffer from the dry and sorrow eyes.

And come to the days two

from manga 1/2 prince,doll/ wawa first battle suit

 photographer: tommy cheong

 photographer: chia yee

 photographer: wai leong

Sorry the doll/wawa wig suppose to be brown but I make it orange.

Will get myself a brown wig for the next coming photoshoot with 1/2 prince group

I am not very satisfy with my both day cosplay.will try my best to improve them again!