a day full with thinking and sad..

i m sad,moody...
now!!now!!
is a truth..i feel sad and moody this day.i think i think too much but i wasn`t........
then why i m sad and moody?
i dun really know bout tat..i jz feel so sad...eventot i m laughing and smiling.....
i feel now everything is so unusual for me.is bore,bore,bore....
in class is bore...chew keep teasing me and NG but i dont even talk to him..how can i like him?
tell the truth....in my form only chew and kah weng can say is my chinese boy friend...
coz i only will play with them...i only will play with my frenz...only them...
girl also the same..only my frenz only i will play...but only some of my frenz will play with me...
i feel bore,when i m playing with my frenz when they will not attack me back.......is bore...and i scare...i scare...
scare them will angry...scare them will leave me....
my world is full with sad,scare,lonely,bore...
this is my world...
If you want me to be serious yes i can be really serious to you...not even one joke...
If you want me to playful yes i can be playful to you..not even one serious...
that is me...