five day without computer

five day!
1st day!!
i accidently find that after school MR saiful still at school so i go his class...
and in the end..we go home and before that our principle said!
Jepun is coming,on next tuesday!
but Form 3 and Form 5 can`t go down!!
NO!!!I want to berunding!
Is not fair!anf it is a very only chance to see Jepanese and there culture gor me!
2nd day
again in the morning is nothing happen,just after school i knew Mr Saiful is stay again i went to his class but he say where is goh?
and he say better is Goh with us he feel uncomfortable only two of us..
FINE!everyone want Goh and I am just a watak sampingan..
she alway be the flower and i alway will be the leave,no one will see me.
After that goh come and i go in to ask question too,when i was reading suddenly he told us something that i keep asking him one monday.I am not really shock,just a little bit surprise why suddenly he tell us?
But however i promise to keep it as a secret,and i ask him some question about affair.
He say in islam actually eventhough ur father is a bad person or something you can`t hate your dad,and i ask my bro is him hate our dad?
he say no.but i don`t know what kind of feeling is that,is that hatress in my heart?i don`t know don`t really know bout it!
Fine!
3rd day
today me and kartiga was staying back to do study group and learn math,but Kiran is staying and he want kartiga to teach him,but kartiga don`t want him be there.So in the end we walk here walk there,in the end he can`t find us and go home..(hide and seek)
So in the end in 3G class we doing our study group and went home at 4.30
and middle part i saw Mr saiful ,Miss Wani,Miss Mai was in class sebelah.
I have a feeling with form6,really i have it..one weird feeling just like with the form 4. what kind of feeling?this kind of feeling making me feel so scare,just like something going to lost.feel that but don`t know how to say..
4th day
day with tire,this day in morning is just as usual,nothing happen.
thing alway happen after school.
I saw Mr Saiful,Mr Faizal,Mr Ihsan is going to library that time.then i also asking kartiga to go library for while.i just don`t understand!why she have to say embaressing everyday?form6 just a human they won`t just eat you!
fine then i ask Mr ihsan bout the library and so on.
but after that when kartiga doing Kh i really no mood and want go merayau.
so i go library and Teacher rafidah and Mr shah is inside there.i was shock.this person i never be talk to him before.fine nothing happen just smiling at him.NOTHING to say cause he won`t remember who am i and what is my name too.no need to say much lo~
then in the end Mr shah went home,i help in library,and i can`t just believe when Mr shaun come and they planing,and many thing need to be discuss with teacher in the end i still help out in library until it close.what time i not going to say.
5th day
TODAY!
today a weird day,i feel kind a weird i feel i just like souless.no spirit.blur
is weird i feel so down.after school i waiting goh to go library togather!
i feel regret in the end.i should go earlier than everyone else!
then this kind of dissapointed won`t be happen.when me and goh was there,i saw everyone is putting all the book that we seperate yesterday.but that time i din`t realize anything.I mistake!!
then goh say she want to eat something,i follow he go buy thing la.but on the way back her brother is calling her then she have to go back.
then i go help them.but i really don`t know what to with those book,i don`t want to seperate it again so just let the younger doing it!
and you ONG!teacher rafidah and mr shaun din`t shuu me away!you just keep quite and do your work.you making very not happy in there.
so after that many thing happen.in the end everyone dismiss and go home,and shaun get flu cause thursday and before we all went home i tell him to plan everything first!
but i feel lucky my antibody i better i din`t get flu just feel my nose is irritating after i take my bath and my back muscle paining.
but if you think i will just standing aside and just look at teacher rafidah and shaun having so many problem to doing to pss stuff,you are wrong..eventhough i am a sac prefect but i still love pss and will go and help,but why i don`t want to be a prefect?is some many thing to do and so busy.if i join many thing i wajib to do,but if i am not a prefect i can just don`t wan to help out and just standing aside giving sugesstion and not doing anywork.
LOL
five day no come but at least i going to finish my sejarah form3 (going to when i will finish?!)
that all for my five day report.i know is very long,but thank you for reading my blog~