i wonder...how long?

hmm i wonder how i long i din`t update my blog?
erm many just one week but i feel i got one month din`t update my blog already ....
wakaka
fine...
the exam is over,and my life is kind a boring too...why?
i really have no idea,these day many thing happen.
something happen bad on me yesterday i lose control of my temper in my house yesterday...
starting perang dingin again in my house..again i am the one who wrong here,and i will be the only one alone in my house...
no one will understand how i feel...
i hate that way of you look at me..
i wonder why you alway look at me like that,it make me feel so weird...so uncomfortable...
(family matter stop!this is my private,and don`t ever comment bout this or ask me...)
hehe this whole week i only go to school three day
first day is tire i have to carry all my textbook to school and return to school,and i have a secret mission too.this mission weng ying just give,when i finish my pmr...later you will know about it.
AND our beautiful rachel is wearing a brace and SHE CAN`T EAT CHOCOLATE!!
hahahaha wednesday i forget to bring my white chocolate...so i bring it one second day
second day still my mission,second day kartiga came and i teach her to play chess and study about bit of the mathematic in form4.before that MR Tong is giving us some advice about our future.when going back time i meet rachel and nadwa and i remember to bring my chocolate.BUT weng ying had went out for her add math,so she miss her white chocolate from switterland(i think is correct haha,the chocolate at home i finish with my bro already.)
so now third day.today
my mission going to finsih!!
finally,i only have to wait wengying and nadwa to finish up the last step.
but before that we form 3 was having some "jamuan"we pay RM5 and a lot of food was supply...i eat with my hand,it not first time but first time i finish the food and my hand wasn`tso dirty you know?i am so happy.then after we finish the food i saw nadwa ,rachel and mush come down.
i call nadwa here and mush take rachel go toilet.nadwa had finish then she went with rachel and mush also finish her part.now is the time for me to finish my mission...
i give the birthday card with is full of a lot of wish,from SAC member,eventhough is not all SAC member,but those active i have take their wish for rachel~
rachel love me ba~muach~
after school i take the anime from wei hann, and then i go with rachel and the gang.we went to library.and we talk talk and drawing drawing...it was nice,and i told rachel one day i will make ice cream for you since you can`t eat chocolate...
then when nadwa went home i also went home...
that three of my day with rachel the gang..
(WELL I KNOW YOU WON`T BE READING THIS MISS BRACE GIRL RACHEL...BUT NO MATTER YOU WITH YOUR BRACE OR NOT YOU STILL MY BELOVED RACHEL I LOVE YOU MUACH,AND OFCAUSE NADWA AND WENG YING I LOVE YOU TWO TOO~)
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seriouly i am crazy.these day i am totally crazy...but no one realize what happen to my hand...
haha...no one will saw it...
bla~
i wonder what kind of feeling of like and crash on somebody?