long time no see..

hmm..it have been long time since the last post i posted last time.
i think it is about one month...
this month is making me soo tire...
main thing for me is matching for pbsm..it make me tire and i have to accompany ee zhen go home......
and chinese new year is around the corner....so i went to kajang and time square to buy my cloth on saturday and sunday....
mah~is tiring and using lot of money~
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these day after school i alway be with ee zhen..ya sometime with ee zhen is good...but i wana to be with goh too...but somehow i don`t know that how goh thinking...i think she like mimo,big shell and othe 3a student more than me...because i am not as good as them,seriously i not good in communicate with other...i alway been ignoring by them and sometime with my family i get ignore too...is sad,but what i can do?
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changing...
my taste is changing this year..i wondering why.....why i will buy a skirt and a cloth which look like a formal wear?the skirt i understand mayb because of K ON cosplay~but how bout the formal cloth and the vest??no idea...fine jz forget bout it...
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study
study...since that day i missed one day class i have to force myself not to missed any class anymore...no matter what kartiga say and no matter what happen on me!i still wana go school even though i am tire,stress,not feeling well..
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NEW YEAR
ya as what i wrote just now,chinese new year is around the corner......and my cloth is prepared...but i feel kinda scare to go back to KB...i worry...i din`t take chinese in my pmr even i get straigh A.....
yes because my aunt is a chinese teacher....i am a person who will be very serious sometime....
everything you say it will just keep in my mind....so when i get sad everything bump out suddenly..making me stress...
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cosplay...
my cosplay plan is getting trouble.....luqman cant wear a wig and i feel wrong if i wana cosplay with him because i know my friend like him.....but i feel wana cosplay....i cant find another person
if can i hope is cosplaying with someone i know...and my friend all of them don`t wana cosplay with me...
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romance...
hmmm kinda having problem here...
i wonder he know i like him?
i wonder is that what he do is testing one me?
i wonder what nadwa say is truth?i love him???
i wonder how it going to be?
i wonder what should i do to make him happy?
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school
nah~same as study but getting busy this year...
sasc,pss,prs....
i wana join it all!
SAC is something nadwa,rachel,wengying leave to me...i don`t want it to hancur so fast at least.....after i graduate..
PSS shaun is asking me to join and yeah....infront of him i filled the form and sign and pss to him...mayb gonna pull back....kinda scare...
PRS is something i wana to join last year but i missed the time....but when teacher ask me 'WHY U WANA TO JOIN?'i stunk and duno wat to say....i jz feel this year...i must do something special!
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this post is kinda long and kinda short i guess...bye~see u next time if i rmb to update