i really dunno why,start from 3 feb until 6feb i m super tire in skul, eventot teacher teaching infront i will feel sleepy...
hey wat happen to me?!
i think i really not enuf sleep for these day or mayb is bcoz tat monday i nvr sleep nicely...
i sleep at 5 am in the morning and wake up on 10 am in the morning too....
and nite i sleep at 12 am....
somemore i forget to do my homework...
haih...
can someone tell me tat WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?!
i really hate last week's me....i hate it...why?
i cannot forcus in class,i lost many know.....kn....know.....knowl...
knowledge
see even now a simply word knowledge i oso forget.....
mayb tat was my psychological prob...
there is many thing hapen on me....
i dunno how to face it and say it...
mayb i look like dun mind bout it...
but I REALLY CARE IT!!
i jz dun understand why i cannot express my mind nicely to them?
so bcome they dun want b frenz with me...
i dun know why....i feel sad..but no tear coming out...
i feel tat still got chance but i know i won get any chance to friend back with them...
i dun know why...
when my frenz asking...
"u and them frenz back ledy?"
i jz feeling tat....feeling tat.....feel.............feel............so................angry or mayb sad....
i dun know how i feel at all....
how many time i tell my frenz tat...me and them are impossible to be friend anymore....
can u jz trust me?
or mayb inside ur mind i m the one who dun want b frenz with them?
if u really think like this mean...
u dunno me at all.....
i love frenz
how i wish i can make more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more more frenz.......
i trying to not to make them hate me or angry at me...
but i dunno why...
why they still hate me
dislike me.....
i dunno wat should i b!
i dunno...
i dunno wat kind of person i should b..
i dunno....
i hate it!
i hate myself...
dunno why..
i feel i m useless....
i m stupid...
i dunno why..
i feel dun want go skul...
i feel skul was dun have any fun anymore.........
except three of them.....
i duno......
2 comments:
hey :)
u said the person.... who ask you be friends with them already!
is me ar?
................
erm...
dunno~
i dunno~
is a secret~
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