erm...library?

library...
a place to let ppl to study..for me is a place with silent and full of memory..
last year i alway siting alone in library,and it let me know the gang of green colour...but this year....the jan 16 it give me a sad memory...
but now i let it go...
this year..
i know a lot of ppl here including abang ihsan,abang saiful,abang najad and abang faizal...
yes i call them abang coz they are form 6,normally i won call like kak or abang,but for form 6 i will,this is call respect them...
ok,and now i not sitting alone.a girl call goh was bside me....
we alway play with f6 and bully them...
but now these day i feel weird feeling...
they are senior,we are junior.
can we play with them like this?
i feel weird...if i play like this
how bout other feeling?
i feel weird...
i feel scare...
upper 6 girl i only know kak julie...and other i dunno at all...
i feel weird....lower six will b okay...
but i still feel weird...
mayb find one day i should go and aask them bout this....
mayb...