bored day,,

today is bore!
i m use to be stay in school and chating with my frenz now!
actually i m not chating with them,is sitting with them and look at them and listening wat they talking actually...
haih..
and i use to be at skul in library..
and bully senior and junior
but nowaday dont know why like i am alway invisible to them...
they jz like ignoring me...
eventot i was jz right bside them...
one of my frenz said..
u are not good in talking but..
u are very good in listening and if she din see me for one day she will feel weird.
and i thinking...
am i?
really?
and i start become silent...
and listening wat she say but i dont really rmb now...
coz tat time was super noisy actually...
but i was thinking now..
am i?
haih...
so many thing is disturbing me....
wat should i do now?