problem?moody day

i m back again....
it have been many day i din`t updated my blog..oh but it still the same,coz no much people know i have a blog here.eventhought they know they alsao don`t come.
haha.
since from friday until now i am totally moody.i wonder why?
because fight with belinder?because of holiday can`t meet my beloved friend?
i have no idea..i feel something in my heart!it making me not happy at all.
Saturday my father came,i should be happy but afternoon i and my sis fight but after that back to normall,but when my father come he say he is giong to hongkong!i have a big shock actually.Why?why is now?now the H1N1 is so dangerous,and is not safe to go out.Somemore!he is going with the aunty!
H1N1 is not for playing,not kiding.Is not for play ok?!
i am worry now!!
ok after that i still feel sad,moody,i don`t know why...
i feel is so tention in my heart.feel so scare.
can anyone tell me what happen to me?
i want to cry but no tear coming out!
i want to shout but don`t know what to shout!
i want to do many thing but i can`t do it!!
can anyone tell me?
moody..........
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oh my god now i feel i fall in love with the music not only classic and alway some happy song.
oh~what happen to me..really is harmon change?
= =oh mush maybe you are right..