these day

sport is over,larian chearton is over....
and the interview for pss is coming soon and ujian is next week.........
lately i can`t study a lot plus now.
i am lost in what should i be in the future?
graphic designer...
i have no idea about that...
lately i feel most of my friend is leaving me...
exactly same as how shell feel...
i feel tire i feel alone....
i want to be with them but it alway have something blocking or stop me.
when i want to talk to the person,some one will cut my conversation when i starting to say something...
after school...shell is alway busy.no idea why....
and somehow i don`t really like it when EVERYONE that who go library and making noise or keep talking is sitting beside me....
i wanted to study but they are making joke and noise....
i can`t scold them......because they will say me berlagak.
just like yesterday.when i want to study.....after i pinjam book from library and go back to my place.Ng run to me and say the group is scary....
ok then....after that i forget what happen i leave my place when i go back to my place..there are many people there...i getting crowd and noisy!!!!
so i decided to go help MR shaun sweep the floor...(he very cin cai sweep floor one...)
and then after that i keep following him....
it sorry to say that...
yes i don`t mind if you want to sit with me...
is ok if you want to make joke WHILE YOU ARE DOING WORK...
but i mind it when there is no book in front of you and you are making noise like hell!!!
and please behave yourself because you are a librarian too!don`t force me to say....something really bad...
yes sometime i am strict...i am strict on something....play and make joke is ok...
but is NOT ALL THE TIME....
me shell and saiful did make joke when study BUT we are not playing all the time....and please look around before you make joke and laugh!
if there is someone near you is study then please...respect the person who want to study...
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i am sorry to write this here but yesterday was really too much....
even thought is not much people in library but...there still is library and still there are people who gona have exam next week and wanted to study...