Wednesday, March 10, 2010

test+mood+realize

today is the first day of the first test in 2010....
yes is tiring...
first is BM...i try to write the article as fast as i can...yeah i finish the article but still i fail to finish it all because i use too much time on bina ayat part....but thank to what what my math teacher alway will tell us last time if you can`t do it just leave it there finish the one you know you can do one first....
thank to those word at least i do the part 3 first.....
after bm is physic...thank you willy!!one of the question you teach me before this it really come out...i hope i won`t fail this test..
lastly is BI test i as usual i finish it very fast,so i rest on my table...
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and today something is making me very moody...
first recess time suddenly arunan is teasing me and shaun...
and after that in my class Miss sarah and syarhil pula teasing me and chew
I WANT TO SHOUT AT HERE!!
MY NAME IS CHEONG SHI YEE NOT CHEW SHI YEE OR MRS CHEW NOR CHEW EITHER!!!
IT IS MY NAME.......
i am kinda not happy with it....is my name so please respect my name ok?just joking i accept but please don`t over do it...
and form5...everything come out so suddenly....i wonder why people will put two of us togather?
we not even in the same class or same form...
is is totally weird and what i wrote in my facebook it doesn`t mean is shaun lee chee yoong ok??
it can be other..
who say shaun is perfect and handsome?at least for me he is not!!
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and now only i realize something....i am not even a friend to him and him.....
i ask him why you help me?
he say because you ask me......
and another him...
i never think he treat me as a friend..maybe to him i am just a person for him to use...
use to do many thing....
can be use to get many thing and do many thing....because he know that i will help him
who is both of them....
only they own self will know...
other maybe will know
but is hurt a lot and very pain!!!
why i always will forget what happen on that day 15 jan 2009?
i can`t forget,should n`t forget about that,and won`t forget about that.....
it hurt me a lot.....it still pain....it stil very very very very pain you know?green colour gang?

3 comments:

Izwan Husin said...

I love to copy paste think like this,

"who say shaun is perfect and handsome?at least for me he is not!!"

hehehehe :) relaxxxxxx. don get your self stress up with us. a fact is still a fact. hehe joking ! :D

Fishie said...

= =but he is not perfect..........
not enough..

Mich.T said...

copy paste;

= =but he is not perfect..........
not enough..

u said, he's not perfect.. but it'll be different in the eyes of a person who love him...

and you said not enough.. that means, for you HE'S PERFECT but not enough for your demand..

that means the truth has revolt..